Remembering

Sometimes I get wispy
thinking
how it might be better if we were still together
then I begin to remember
the silence that would occur
when our communication was broken
which happened quite often
or the feeling of isolation
that I felt next to you
wishing you loved me
not sure if you would
not sure if you could
I remember everything I gave
In so many ways
and I remember how often you reciprocated
which, until I left for this wasteland
was not on a regular basis
We did have our beautiful moments
Which I've been guilty of reveling
In my loneliness
and inflating
because the truth is that we were not very healthy
for most of our years
so when I can remember this
I am relieved again
that the situation did come to an end
and that we have found a way
to retain a relationship as friends